Princess and Pancakes
At times, my job can be up in the air. I have tasks to accomplish. Unfortunately, when I have to work with others, I'm on their time frame.
We had a flexible meet time of between 10-11ish.
As soon as I knew what time I'd arrive I sent him a snap and we were both driving from different directions to meet in the middle, which according to my excellent math skills happened to be a store that carries sexy lingerie…Burlington.
We found the sexy, intimate area, and noticed it has shrunk substantially in the last year’ish since I've been there. Shrinkage is a problem theses days…🤣🤦♀️ Yes, sometimes I am so sadly funny that it's just…well, sad. 🤣🤷♀️
Anyways, we found a few options and as I was looking through the rack of possibilities, he said “I like that” to a sexy pink nighty. That was the one. 14.99 plus he got me a 2 pack of comfy sleeping shorts. It was warm that day…I was feeling a bit summery.
After he checked out my new gifts, less than $20, we went to the trailer and looked at our purchases.
We moved the trailer to a quiet location, and I quickly stripped out of my pj's.
I was extra stressed the night before and didn't want to bring that pain and stress with me to my play date. I've played with this friend a few times; I already knew I was going to have fun.
During my morning self-care time I take to get ready for fucking…yes I love the ritual of getting ready, preparing my body so I feel my sexiest… I was sad. A deep sadness that has taken hold, that seems like it won't ever end. I only slept about 90 minutes the night before, and I know when I'm tired, I'm extra emotional.
Thursday, the emotional process of breaking up and becoming friends with my ex came to a head. He text spiraled all day, hitting thing after thing, trying to find something so wrong with me that he could justify ending communication with me. Instead of telling me that being friends was too hard, he started to read into things that weren't there…like I wanted him to use snapchat so there was no proof of our conversations so I could somehow use disappearing convos to somehow hurt him?
Nope…I like commination on Snap so…for example, if a year relationship ends…I can't do that insane thing we should NEVER do after a breakup, reread our entire conversation over that last year…all of the amazing times as we fell in love, there's no reason it needs to be like this.
Unfortunately, as a society in general, we don't know how to hurt and heal and move forward. We tend to shove the pain down and let it slowly eat us alive from the inside. Headaches, tiredness, a feeling of just being a zombie in your own life, making the motions but secretly wanting to snuggle with a soft blanket on the couch with lots of coffee, Propel (berry and grape only lol), an insane amount of medical marijuana, a box of tissues…
Friday morning, I was still a mess. I had to pack that mess away. My Friday fuck friend and I had been planning our adventure for well over a week… when me and the ex were chatting all day, while he was at work, every day…we were in this weird space but we checked in often and we both were mostly ok with some days being better than others. PLUS, the nice weather…my depression was starting to lift…then yesterday, he actually texted “I don't love you” which was bullshit. 🤦♀️ Anyways…I was a mess and had to fix my face and go have fun.
That's exactly what I did. After a bath and getting dressed, in pj's…no, guys, I'm not walking around in lingerie all the time. However, if you'd like to think that in your head, be sure to DM me what the adventures are 😆😉
Once we were settled, I was ready to model my new outfit for my fuck friend. As soon as I removed my white t-shirt, my fuck friend followed suit.
After admiring my new sex outfit as I snapped a few quick pics, he moved closer to reach my breasts. My nipples were peaking out of the intentional slits that were placed perfectly for this purpose.
I removed one strap from my shoulder exposing my bare left titty. Immediately his mouth found it's way to my nipple.
After thoroughly exploring my left boob, he explored other places…he licked me a little. I sucked him a little, applying the condom with my mouth (my fav 😉)…then I stood up, facing the bed, feet on the floor…I looked at him over my shoulder and said, “fuck me till I cum”.
He started slowly.
I laid my upper body flat on the bed, squishing my breasts into the bed with each slow, hard thrust.
After a few minutes, I said, “fuck me till I cum”.
And he did exactly that.
My non sad fuck date almost was destroyed…
As he pounded me from behind a song that's in my classical sad 2025 music list came on, and I cried…2 or 3 cums later, and several songs later, he filled the condom inside me, gripping my hips harder as the pleasure hit his brain.
Afterwards, he treated me to iHop where we caught up on all the happenings of our lives we wanted to share.
I took the trailer to a park I love, got comfy with the door open to enjoy Friday's nice weather and sunshine. 🌞
Thanks for reading about my fucking shenanigans and pleasure tales. 😈
Kisses 💋
Shorty
I'm sooooo, excited (and sad) about my newest writing adventure following my recent break-up with Dirty_Devil. Things were resolved for the time being and I will be publishing my unedited journaling starting with my healing journey first. As of 03/20/2025 we are not chatting. I will send him any updated links as in January HE encouraged me to publish. I was only going to share with my bf J. He has been so helpful. And reading what I go through can help him help me. I asked the now ex if it was ok with him if I shared my journaling with J. He very adamantly encouraged me to not only publish but we took pics specifically for this project during Chapter One - Our Final Fuck Goodbye.
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*I've been off of work since the end of January when I finally went to the dr and found out my rib was broken, late on January 04, 2025. I need surgery. They cannot dictate to what extent the surgery will be until my intercostal muscle heals to a certain point. I really fucking appreciate all supporters and future supporters.
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Coming Soon:
Breaking Up - In Real Time will be released chapter by chapter, starting Tuesday, April 1, 2025. I picked Tuesday, because that was our day since we reconnected last January.
Cry with me, laugh with me, perv out on our sexy parts of our relationship…
Maybe if I write it all…I'll figure out how to heal myself. 💔😢
